anyone know? ='(

anyone know..
2day was my birthday..
a day of birthday that no any celebration,,
funny is it?! haha! :'(

ya, first year celebrate at john's house..
jonathan bought a cake for me,,
i really wan to thank him,,
but it was a ONLY CAKE i had in this year
no others hang out with fren...
the only had for 2day was just a study group..
i hope i gt a surprise frm my fren..
but the hope is just a hope,,,,
hope could nt be real,,

i spend a lot of time with doing cake for my new gang fren when their birthday,,,
but i get nothing frm them 2day,,
nvm... coz was still in spm now,,
they say wan hang out n celebrate wif me after spm,,
but wad for?
meaningless,,

jess's birthday get a cake frm their parents when 12am 1.11.12..
how about mine, pls?
i wait till now,, 12.29am 18.11.12!!
ntg frm them!!
r my family members forget?
of course they ARE!!

wuahahahah!!! my 17 birthday just like that!
happy , rite????!!
my tears flow down n down,,
so?

only i have was my fb wishes...
100++ of wish...
thankiew to everybody that wishing me happy birthday!
happy birthday to myself tooooo,,
hong siew ee, is it happy now?!
ya,, soo happy! with full of tears on my face...

no cake actually nvm,,
but can u all show that u all haven forget my birthday?
is really pain,u knw?
forget frm everyone,,,
its very.. very.. very pain.....

just a normal life.. :)

我今天遇到他...(jess: EHS.. u knw i knw la )xD
在XX...
还有打个招呼叻^^

感觉上我放下了
我真的很高兴
可以摆脱那感觉
:D..

现在的感觉是..
虽然感觉好像喜欢上他
但是..

我可以不在意他
所以是怎样
我也不懂=="

反而这样的感觉挺好的·
至少心里不会很空
也不会痛苦

就这样吧^^

说真的
我很想跟他成为
当然不是男女朋友=="（不敢妄想的事啦)
而是成为很好很好的朋友
反而这样比较自然的说

跟他讲话时
我一直都是装的很自然
谁也不懂
其实

我很怕人家发现我有点喜欢他
也因为某某的原因啦

我更不想被他发现到
免得连朋友都做不成

我知道自己的条件如何
肥..
黑..
粗鲁..
很懒惰..
在班喜欢睡觉..
会很不顾形象..

但我不想装
因为我知道那就是我

汤绣忆！
又肥又黑又粗鲁又懒惰的我！
随便啦
如果有人喜欢

真的是谢天又谢地

如果是他喜欢我的话

我保证
我会很珍惜很珍惜
那段感情

将来说出分手的一定不会是我
我敢肯定...

可惜这些都是幻想吧
我知道到目前为止
他还喜欢这她
可是我不会妒忌

因为我知道他不可能喜欢我
我想得很开吧~ xD
谢谢~~ =p

现在现在..
我也不懂是什么感觉

haha!
算了吧..
经常这样跟自己说
他不喜欢就算了
反正从一开始
我从没想过他可能会喜欢我的梦
^^

GREAT memories of my life

well...
last day for pbsmm meeting in school..
i really miss the time that we are together..
miss the time we gather..
singing we are young..
singing fantastic baby..
play n cheer at the bus..
singing school's song at McD..
saw they cheer at the McD..
we play the rain under the raining day..
n also crazy..
serious at our meeting places...
seem i cant forget the moment that at the ..lighthouse church..
really.. there full of my memory..



Form 5 senior committee... i will miss every moment that we are together meeting,planning, n many many...

**jun jie       : a good ketua :)
**jiang yang : like a siao kia ^^
**vivian       : bff.. good commander in pbsmm :D
**tsu yang   : as a gaylou!! haha.. good in pc
**piek shean: bff.. cute person.. soft talking..hehe
**amy         : bff..zhao da jia!! xD.. as a good leader..SU..n many! :)
**wei tai      : quite good bendahari!.. bt memory nt good.. coz last few month he help me pay the yuran never take from me also!! hahaha
**ting yang  : erm.. always gt other people snap his guai lan face!! haha
**chia zheng: err.. always gay wif tsu yang!! n always take the gay lou picture wif people!! :D
**wei kang  : bff.. beat people very pain!! -,-.. as a ajk form5 :)
**jess         : bbff!!! haha.. as a juruaudit! bt nothing to do as a juruaudit=3=..
**yi ling      : bff.. oh guai... hehe.. xian da harrrr... =p

Guys.. i will remember u all that always help me to doing my work...
always giving comment to me to let me be more better...
teaching me a new things...
i know im nt the better..but im trying to be better..
thx for all of ur cooperate...  .llll


and also junior..
i will ever forget u all..
form 4..
form 3..
n also form 2~
love u all!! <3<3
**too many people need to write.. so i short form la..lazy write liao**
hehexD



last..last...last...lasttt....LAST!!!
PBSMM...senior committee.. all junior..
love u all.. giving me a great memory in my secondary life!! <3<3~

惨了……

我怕我自己
再次陷入
那恐怖的陷阱里
怎么办？

我的一边脚
好像好像
真的
栽下去了
:'(..

exam! eat shit liao~~~~~clhs gathering gambateh!!!!!!!!!! :D

这次的考试我完全放弃了!!!!
恭喜我吧~~~ T_T
差不多每一刻都死翘翘~
怎么办??!!!!

我已经有个感觉就是硬着头皮考完这次
放假过后，就会看到一个全新的
汤绣忆!!!! : D....

严重性来讲这次的考试好像都没读到书
真的是cham liao... arhhhhhh!!!!

真想快点度过这个星期~
这个星期一完，  就开始大战了!!! oh yeah!!!!! ^^

chung ling high school gathering~~~~
我来了!!!..
等着我们pbsm smkba 吧~·~~
hahaha!!!


clhs gathering~~~ WAIT ME!!!!!!!  :P

T_T

不管了……
你们的事我真的不想管了……

因为你出去 没叫我醒来去补习
害我少上一堂补习!!
我很生气！所以讲你做么没有叫我醒！！！

现在你却来骂我说补习是我自己的事，应该自己醒!!!!!!
我很想问一下!!!!!!!如果你是不小心睡着的，你能在限定的时间行吗？？？！！！！！！
我真的受够了!!!!!

补习是我自己的事？
所以不管你的事??????!!!!!!

好啊！有本事的话，你就不要管我!
反正你也不会怎样在乎!!!!

你有本事的话，我读完form 5之后
直接送我到外面读书！
反正我也不想住在家！！！！T-T!!!!!

i hate myself..!!! T_T

i hate myself because im useless!!
always lazy do this do that..
always sleep in the class..
i realise the wrong ways i study..
but WHAT CAN I DO?????!!!!!!><"

i don wan lazy.. but i not have any mood to doing homework...
i don wan sleep in class... but my eyes will close it self when the teacher started teaching..-.-" WTF!!!!!><

shit u!!! HONG SIEW EE!!!!!
pls wake up from the dreaming days!!!!
pls be hardworking!!!!
pls tahan n don sleep in class!!!!
pls starting study at home!!!!

walao... many things i lost in my daily life...
so HONG SIEW EE!
pls avoid the bad habit from NOW n from this second!

few days ago.. i hope i still have this mood to study!!
jia you!!!
jia you!!
jia you!!!
汤绣忆，加油~~
相信自己，掌握自己的命运，未来才会一片光明!!!!!~~

hateeee!!!!!

every time message people
many people don likes to put the biao dian fu hao!!!!
i donno y.. but most of them don like to put...=="

biao dian fu hao isn't difficult to put?????!!!@@"
after typing just press few more button also difficult??!!

fren, are u all know..
if u are not putting the biao dian fu hao
ur fren will think that u don like to talk wif him/her..
y must do until like that..lol!!!

really hate that!!!!!!! ><"
HATE!!! HATE!!!!

isn't u all don like to talk to me...??..TT
if ya... just say, pls!!!!!

don let me think u guys never like chatting to me lar... ><"




last!!! up there is just a joke... but also the fact!!!XDD
SO, DON BLAME ME~~~~~XDD

-hong ee- <3

emo-.-

emo??=="
actualy donno wats the meaning...
but i think i nw having some 'emo'...
=="

donno y.. suddenly feels that the world is only me n myself~
n feels that all of the things is non my business
@.@??
why??.. DONNO!!!
wtf=="

haiz.. worry about something..
but my brain is blank!!!!
donno wat thing!!!!!!!=="
arararararara!!!!!!!!!!!

walao.. so sad
TT...

fren, who seeing this post remember don like me emo=="
ok??!!!XDD

mbs gathering

lalala~~
one more days is going to gathering!!!
first time tour pbsm team to PENANG!!! ahahaha!!XD

because of the gathering..
i almost taken all the free time to complete the competiton things..
banner..
fancy dress..
this 2 things is the most challenging in a part of my life

banner..
i gt many helper to help me to complete..^^
zee yee..
zi jia..
jun xin..
yi lynn..
boon inn..
rouwwen..
roumin..
n somemore KOT-.-"

fancy dress..
my model: girl=alicia..
boy=wei jun..
the most helper is khow yen lin!!!XDD
thanks so much to yen lin
if nt i no time to type this blog d~~
the theme is about Eygpyt!!!

always must remembered they about the rule..
collect the letter, money..


lastly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XDDD
WE GT THE FIRST OVERALL IN THE GATHERING!!!!!!!
we soo happy at the moment!
im jump up when i heard the news that bakar arang win the best overall!!!!
whoohohoho!!!!!!!
really.. very happy coz also first time we pbsm gt the best overall~~^^
all of the members so high!!! *of course including me^^~~

we gt the prize:
the best supporter~~
the best fancy dress~~
the FIRST overall~~~!!!!!

so unbelievable~~!!!
so i also very proud of the result!

we done it!!!!! pbsm!!! fighting!!!~~~XDD