嘲笑自己的一天

超想大声地嘲笑自己
嘲笑自己的无知
一次又一次地失败
还想相信 那世界的人
是有所谓地真心
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
超想哭的一刻
很想笑到哭
我不容易哭
可我容易受伤
别 再伤我了
我还是乖乖的
不要再对那世界有所期待
所谓的幻想
呆在自己的世界
永远都安全。

过客

最近遇到很多所谓的过客
领悟出 我人生中另一个境界的道理
好朋友？ 朋友？ 陌生人？ 男生？ 女生？
都不是最重要的
最重要的还是自己
你卑微 你就输了这场比赛
只要比较自信，也许机会就在那里等着
你认真对待 对方未必对你认真
这叫做
你无心无意 我假心假意
别指望我对你认真
假假的事情 我不想再做了
短暂的陪伴
只不过为了你暂时的寂寞
滚…远点吧！

决心

终于下定决心

删除回忆

毕竟不可能的梦

还是不要再发了

正所谓

希望越大

失望越大

不想失望

就不要有任何希望

过了就算

好梦不是经常都有的:) 

再见了

类似好梦的噩梦

过客还是痕迹

你会是我生命中的过客？ 还是会是我生命中的痕迹与记录？
我不懂你的想法  当然我不觉得你真的懂我
我尝试跟你交流  可我感觉不到你对我有多大的兴趣

我从来都不是主动的人  但我觉得我踏出去了一大步  比较主动
十指紧扣  对你来说是什么意思？
超正常？ 跟谁都可以？
还是  你对她有别的想法？

期望不能太高
因为往往期望越高  失望就越大
就这样埋着  迟早也会有漏洞

我还是希望  如果你对我没兴趣
  请闪开  最好不要在我面前出现

但暂时就这样吧
人是会累的

Night

I can't imagine how am I overcome this kind of feeling again and again 

No one U can really talk to 

No one I can find 

No one I can speak out 

I need a pair of ear with me along my life 

It was first time I stay alone in hostel, not because of scare to be alone, but is scared of the feeling

When I'm down, I found no one can talk to 

When there are someone there, at least I can find something to say and release that kind of feeling.

People always think that I'm strong as always. But I'm also a human being, girl. 

There will always a soft part of me that not showed to public. 

Can I cry ? as I know this is not my style

Got the feeling so strong, BUT how to cry? 

Hope 希望

真心希望可以开花结果

不再像从前的生活

那个人，我希望是真的

真的可以让我看到自己的另一面

看到未来

下午茶

一个简单的下午茶 

让分隔两地的我们 又有回了当初的感觉 当初中学时代 一起笑  一起玩的时候 谈谈我们近期的生活  谈谈已长大的我们  是否已经谈了恋爱  是否真的长大了 

一个简单的下午茶

可以让我觉得  有些朋友是一辈子的  有些却只是像路上的车辆  在你身旁走过而已  

感觉得到  真正的朋友  不管你多么久没见  一见到  还是那么多话  

有时候 不需要一大堆朋友一起出来  只要一两个  就会觉得自足

买了一杯mocha ice blended  点了一些小吃  就足以让人满足

生活就是如此  简简单单地  

我们不需要轰轰烈烈的友情  只需要偶尔的下午茶  就够了

The important people other than family.

In our life, there is some friends that might become your bestie, best friend, or even family.

There is mine...

This girl is called Yiwen. Had knew her since primary school. We get closer and closer since secondary school time. Lastly, we fight for our future to become a nurse. 

Whenever anything happened to her, when she needs a ear to talk to, if she approaches me... I'm always there for her.  I promise i will always be there to help her because in my view, she always is xiao mei mei. 

My sister-family.

This girl is called jessica. Same timing hand fracture during primary school time. The fate between us... Of course we get closer in secondary school as we same tuition that time. Lastly, in form 4 and 5 we were in the same class. This girl always help me in the class! I cant forget the happy scene that happened. Even though we not in the same class or institution anymore, but I will not forget that we are bestie forever. 

My Bestie.

This girl is called JiaQing. Get very close since form 5 during art class. From that time, we hang out with our motor gang and the relationship between us is really strong. Whenever i need someone to listen to me, she always there. I felt that we two like a magnet, positive and negative part. Sometime she helped me, but sometimes i also lend my ear to her too. She are my best friend ever among my friend.

My BFF.

I had mine, how about yours?
-Hong Ee-

The first time i have a Day that i don like it

Why I hv exam on next day...
I wanna hide somewhere..
But now, I can't.
I feel the stress as the day coming nearer and nearer..
and the word UNHAPPY in inside my deep heart..
how..

I donwan celebrate that day..
I donwan any special on that day
That's NOT my day!
its only a study day..

     I wish that day will not coming!
It memorized me how hurt that I get from the past.
Every ppl felt excited of that day
Sorry, im not..


So, leave me away.. Birthday =')

就想这样做,,,

我,,, 有股冲动
想在生日当天不让人找到 ;')

前一年的那一天, 对我真的影响很深
我不想再次度过像上次一样的生日
我, 不想过生日

就,,,就这样吧 :')